well im in New York, and now its about 11, and its kinda boring, were watching all of the "best of _____" of saturday night live, and ive been looking for blank alder wood bodies, but i cant find anything the right size, and now im pissed.


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funk man, im about to head out for New York to visit my aunt and cousin, both extremely cool people, i might add.  but im bored and my hair got cut shorter than i had wanted it to, then the arabian monkey put gell in it and now my hands are all sticky.  well thats all for today, yesterday... nothing i packed.... the day before, i was up at food lion and was just messing around there, shouldertapping, the whole fuckin time, then just as i was getting my bike to go spencer yells "SPANKS!!we got somebody to get us jacks!"  and since i had all the damn money, i had to go back and give it to them and get my packs and roll out... the end.



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bored as shit, woke up about ten till noon, existed, called my dad to see what he was up to, then came in here... and spent some private time...(no one else is home) and thats it for now, jjust felt the need to do something, and you all have to suffer because i have chosen to do you.


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today was really stupid, steve got in trouble for yesterday when we had to break into his house cause it was raining (no key), we accidentally shatter the door frame and put like 1003402 holes in the door.

but today joe, joe, mark, david, adrian, heather, eckman, and uhh, thats it, hung out at my house for a few hours, and thats it, and here i am.


thats all thats going on now so ill just leave. 

ok im back, and so far all you people are ridiculous, everyone has been bitching at me because im stereo typing in my last post, WELL NO SHIT, that was the point numbnuts, get it through your heads, and no, im not insensitive, im just pissed.


well anywayi just got back from an AA meeting, and it was actually pretty good, good advice, my friend went back out though,  SHAT!

this week my best friend got kicked out of his house for good and my other close friends dads girlfriend died, she was a crack addict.

thats it for now, you suck, and so do i.



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came home from work and celebrated my sisters birthday, celebrated being that i sat on a my ass watching her open presents. then i ended up here waiting for my AA meeting, and im gonna be bored, because i dont have any cigarrettes and i get dropped off an hour early, i forgot to get a pack today, GAAAH! dammit, o well, fuck it. work was wonderful, because my boss is on VACATION, and she left her daughter in charge, and shes cool, O O O O O O AND AND AND I LEARNED A NEW WORD IN SPANISH. PANCAKE. spanish word for pancake : pancake. pretty kick ass. well im done now



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you guys should talk to me cause im bored, on AIM, please, and read that crap that i wrote



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ive come to realize, you are all stupid. all anyone ever does is bitch, so im going to also, the first thing im gonna bitch about is "gothic" people.  YOU. ARE. RIDICULOUS. you are morons, its plain and simple, black makeup and pants with 60 zippers are the stupidest thing, all you do is sit at the FUCKING MALL!!!!!!!!! you dont do anything and then they all brag about bein depressed, thats the worst part, doctors are putting people on too many pills these days, they told me im psycotic. bah i dont think so. they had me chocked up on halidol, i would just exist like a zombie for days at a time. and then all these kids on antidepressants, they dont do shit, and then when people brag about it, it just gets worse, that only means that they somehow made it to a psychiatrist who told them that they have an attitude problem, which they were only pretending to have so they can brag to their friends about what they said to their parents. in fact, everyone who pretends to be depressed should be shot immediately, that or public beheading, hell ill fund it.  these people are riduculous.  and i know theres probably be 10 people who come back and say "YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH BLAH BLAH BLAH I'M A DUMB FAT WHORE ACK ACK ACK." yea? well fuck you. deal with it. ill will talk more about you morons later, next up is "rebels" and "punks". you fools are almost as bad as goths.  you all pretend to have some personal vendetta against a) parents or b) government. and then all you do it bitch and moan about it 'till someone like me puts you in your place. you are stupid, its that simple.  the main thing that pisses me off about "punks" is that they all claim to be supportive of an Anarchistic society, all you think it is, is no government.  If you can tell me the meaning of Liberiterean Socialism, then come back and we'll talk. until then im not even gonna get into what a REAL anarchistic society is.  thats all im gonna say about "punks". next up is the "rebels." mainly concerning the ones who think they are cool because they talk back to their parents and tell their friends. I want those kids to be castrated for their pure stupidity alone, then forced to eat their testicles just because i dont like them.  All these little dipshits do is complain and moan about how bad their life is and how depressed they are because their parents suck, or their boy/girl friend wont talk to them. well fuck you too you whiny pansy sons of bitches.  i hope you are sent to cocytus, where you freeze and your balls/tits fall off.

i am here again, listenin to against me.  i just got back from garretts with david, david, kevin, that one kid, someone i dont know and el salvador.  and it was boring, we smoked cigarettes and watched flubber.  i have boring days.  the last few days ive just been up at the rollers hangin out with people, two days ago i spent the night at joshes with brian and everyone was tired, so we went to sleep.  Today i fixed my electric guitar and had to use my acoustic to tune it down. then after all the effort i realized my pedal was dead, so i went downstairs, no 9v batteries, somehow not surprised. so i played just on overdrive and it sounded terrible.  now, that sucked. in about an hour im heading out to my AA meeting, need it. been clean for over 5 months. i guess thats it, obviously no one reads this, so ill just keep posting anyway. fuck it.

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